Today is just one of those days when I feel like I won’t ever get anywhere in life.
I see people several years younger than me having steady jobs, buying houses and shit… And then there’s me.
Making a living by pure luck in finding a job here and there.
I’m not good at taking responsibility really.
Not for what goes down at work, or my own life.
When it comes to work I tend to feel like “Well.. I can’t help that the client didn’t read through our material and missed that we use green screen, I shouldn’t have to spell everything out.” or “Well, we were never taught how to use the program or that we should do this and that in case x so why should I take the blame when you’re responsible for teaching us?”
I guess I’m an incurable slacker…
I want a job that gives me joy from what I do and not just having a few decent people around.
But what am I even good at?
It looks like the Japanese input on my Chromebook at work has been blocked somehow. We can’t spellcheck English either.
I called as soon as we were waiting for our baggage.
He mostly sounded stressed and irritated.
I wish I could just keep going from this airport to another.